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I opened my eyes and realized

There will be no phones or messages from you

It's not that I expect you too much

Now I'm trying to let you go instead

But I don't know why, your name still recalled in my head

*I don't want to feel this

I don't want to think this

I don't want to remember this

This feeling about you

This mind that recalls you

This is not what I want to

I've tried to forget you until the last drop of my tears

I hang no hopes upon you, because I know it won't happen

Unless a miracle comes

But I don't know why, your name still recalled in my head

#Please, me, I know I want to be close to you

But please, me, I need to stand alone without you